Temporary Disturbance

Hey you guys. Ive temporarily shifted to another blog add due to some problems with the exceeding bandwidth. Will be getting my own domain soon. So yeah.. click on

Darynne G

to read more.. on the life of Miss Shapalapadingdong.

Sorry for that. :)

Cheers.

Bad Luck

Everything seems so fine, your whole self, your dream job, your ever so charming lover, your beautiful condo, your luxury cars, your happening social life and you feel like you are at the top of the world.


Isn't it wonderful?


Then one day, you just wake up to find yourself losing your job, your love, your assets.. practically everything. Chipped nails, messy hair, smeared make-up, crumpled shirt.. what is going on? Everything goes wrong and you can't seem to reverse it.


You then start tracing back your footsteps, one by one, and you still cannot find an answer to that. I call it, Bad Luck!


yea, tell me about that.

For the past few months, my life hasn't been so easy. As you all know what happened.
(refer to my previous posts) With healing cuts all over, bruises and in addition to that, depression. A whole pile of assignments to due, exams coming up, having to work 3 nights a week, shouldn't I be having an emotional breakdown right now? I think I have had it until some point where I got so immune to it, that I don't feel it anymore. You just, you know.. got used to it. Come on, just DEAL with it like you know what I mean? Some people have got it worse, so why are you complaining like a five year old baby?! We will all need to go through some stages of life when you have nobody to count on, nobody's hand who would or could borrow, and the only person who could help you is yourself. Shoot me if I'm wrong.


Obstacles, obstacles, obstacles. Today or tomorrow, you still got to live by it. You can't just skip a year and pretend like nothing is happening. Ignoring the fact that you still have a life to live, just go out there and buat bodoh, cry your eyeballs out every night before you sleep, whine and complaint to everybody you see, isn't going to help you a bit. Trust me on that.

Who you are today will shape your tomorrow. Everything happens for a reason and at some point where you just need to actually Thank them for what ever shits they have done to you. I'm saying that because if it weren't for them, you will not be who you are today. It makes you emotionally stronger, a better person. You tend to become more alert and observant to your surroundings and you get to actually see a lot of beautiful things that you have not seen before. Especially in people who revolves around you. All you need is just some good times with a bunch of good friends with a good bottle of Whisky and good cigarettes.

As for relationships, Mr.Indie quotes
"If a relationship doesn't make you better or happier, then there's something wrong.."

Don't bother sighing, just let it slip and wait for Mr.Right to come rescue you.
-hahah-

He doesn't just teach us Media History & Law, he also teaches us a lot of these things which I called 'The Life Lesson'. Corny aye? xoxo But he's right though. I am learning from him. I think he should get some bonuses from Taylor's college. -hahah-

This is Mr.Indie and his lovely baby girl

Joel with his new hair-do

Mine! I bought it just for the lighter.

Result from Friday's crash

Randoms

Randoms

The White Beauty

College: Grace was stalkin us!

Another random day. Finally had a drink with Eu Joh since he came back from Melbourne last year. Big-eater! We love William's. Aipeng brought her puppy along to a mamak (malay mix).

Look up for more randoms.. ;)

Events #1

Project OMG

Food Foundry

KLPAC Open Day

Luna Bar

Birthday Surprise

featuring..

Cindy & Anis

TGI Fridays

Brand New Day

The day I sent that e-mail, the day I crashed again. Havin too many thoughts in mind, could kill. Like seriously. Lessons learnt, karma returned, holding on to my faith tighter than ever. Don't know how to trust anymore, don't know how to love anymore. Finally let go of everything today, for good. Livin every day like its last! Halelujah!

During my two hours lunch break today, a bunch of us headed to TGI Friday, Piramid. The occasion? Cindy & Anis sayangs BIRTHDAY!! Shrimp Martini's so yummay! Satisfying meal.

Yesterday was a really long day. Went to KLPAC Open Day with Joe and had a good time at Helena's production rehearsal. It was beautiful. That's what you call performing arts. hehe. I enjoyed it. ;)
Then, to Project OMG night at Food Foundry to watch Gffs' performance. Joe was looking forward to his hit track-Maybe. but Nick conned her and sang other three tracks. You can hear it at NickDavisMusic if ya're interested. wow.. dude.. thank me for this man.. lol
After the show, we headed off to pick SQ at Joe's then to Maison. Shall not disclose the incident there, but we ended up at Luna Bar. A really cool place. hmm.. absolutely love it!

I'm yet to receive the pictures on Ebe's birthday at Sky Bar.
Can't wait for them to come home.

Pictures will soon be uploaded once edited ;)

Restart of 2008

Filled with anger, I went back to sleep. Trusting nobody, but myself and I.
It hurts to find out the truth about somebody, that he or she once betray you and pretend like it never happen. Day by day you fall for their words and get yourself trapped forever.
That's the end of my deepest cut I guess. Future is unpredictable. Who's fate leading me to next? Will it be for better or for worse?

*a blow of sigh*

I'll just become a lesbian-lah. It seems much easier. hahahah.
Or no Malaysian 'BOYS' to be precise.
This is the time when I realise how important are friends to me.
They've been there luvin' me all along. Thank You, I love youssss too.

CNY comin up next! Babes.. let's have steamboat to steam away our bad lucks. *lame* hahah. But if it really works, we should definitely do that, don't you think? Ebe's place is a must-go..
Our tradition. I actually thought of bringing my boyfriend there to join my best friends' gathering. Oh well, shyt happens, right?

Can I make the sandwiches? pwueezz pwueezz pwueezz.....? :)

We shall meet up once Ebelin and Eugene are back from 'Guangzou'* (however you spell that)

As for my *girlfriend*'s mom, let's all pray for her recovery. She's been a very kind and loving lady to all of us. We all like her a lot and would not want to lose her. Dear you, be strong.

Whole New World

A Whole New World



I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me



-Aladdin

A song often sang in the shower..

The moments which made me felt so loved..

I thought I finally found the one..

but..

how much I'm wishing it is just a dream..

this isn't happening..

I'm now.. on my own..

relied too much on a person..

to not get hurt again..

need not hurt the one you love..

if you really love someone so much,

you would rather get hurt yourself then to hurt them..

Love is Patience

Love is Kind

Love has no Boundaries

Love is also Blind