Bar Club 19/12

Bar Club was packed last night. *sweats* We had a bottle of Smirnoff. Just so you know, I was never a fan of Vodka. I much prefer Whisky and Rum personally. Finally got the '747' tag off me as Bryant said I've bailed on him too many times. *laughoutloud*

Gotta thank him for those advices he gave last night. He does make sense you know, I didn't know he could. hehe. *kiddin boss* True enough, a distance is always good. I'm only eighteen for goodness sake! I've got studies, and I've got T.I.S to run. I've long forgotten my priorities, my initial plans. Now, I remember, and will bare it in mind, all the time.

Its New Year's Eve tomorrow.

Any plans for you readers? Perhaps a gathering with friends, or a dinner with family. To those who're celebrating with lovers, I envy you. Treasure every moment, observe their body language, adore every bit about them.

I'll be plan-less after countdown at Hartamas. Any of you could gimme a ring any time then.

Anyway, Cheers. Much love.

Highlights ..

Nick.D's Show

Dear all,

There will be a music show coming up in March 2008. A night of relaxation with a group of local musicians, maybe a couple of local artists, bands, solos, and friends after a long day of bitchfits. xoxo. Where music lovers gather, for some smooth and soothing songs. Mostly acoustics, for now.

Will be needing more

"singer songwriters" for the night. Like Jamie Collum, Jack Johnson, John Mayer kinda genre.. you know..
Held at KLPAC, time and further details' to be comfirmed. What a way to get known?!

Kindly spread the words and contact

Nick Davis at 0122173038

or

e-mail him at nickdavismusic@gmail.com

if interested. ;)


Happy New Year, mates!

Regards,
Darynne G.

Christmas Day

This year's Christmas didn't quite turn out well. Spent my Christmas Eve at Zen's first, then to Mardigras. Boring, ended up in.. tears. fcuk. Christmas was better. Had dinner at Nick.D's with Joe and Bryant. Met 'more' white people (hahah..) and Tristen*, his childhood friend. Got some pressies from both Nick and his mom. Thank You. Dinner was superduper-yummay! Cheers to the cook. Aunt Veronica's Carrot Cake was irresistable. Daryll was showin' off his new Ipod to Bryant, Bryant was so excited bout his presents, Joe got this really cute earrings and SQ got a pretty lil'white cap from me. see see.. I readcha mind! lalala~ ooouh.. he got his girlfriend this really really ADORABLE Penguin PJ and was so ashamed of carrying the paper bag outta La Senza (told by Joe) hahahah!!

Headed off to Passion after dinner and had a bottle of Jim Beam to ourselves. It was just the five of us in the club, on the comfy couch with chips, with some "familiar" songs being played. By the end of the night, someone got drunk. No more elaborations ayte? Next and the last stop was at Q Ba, Westin. There we met our LIMA babes.. ooooOH sexays.. ;) yeaa.. not to mention that I lost my camera. yea.. my baby.. precious lil' thing. sobs. It's okay. It's cool...... cries.

Earlier, I went for a walk at Midvalley with Mel as we were both so FREAGGIN bored. Finally ended up at Picadilly, my favourite hangout spot. shh.. ain't gonna bring you there. lalala~ Dom joined us too. Bumped into lil'Kirsten, her petbro, Amy and John. Helloe.. I wonder how much's the cost of a rented room there. It'll be so darn cool man.














Sorry for the pain that I've put you through. Thanks for everything. Merry Christmas.

Christmas, but Broken Myself

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

HoHoHo! It's the time of the year, again!
Merry Christmas, fellow friends and readers.
May you all have many wonderful memories in the coming year of 2008.
May it be filled with joy and laughters with no war, no tears.
Have a blessed, jolly Christmas.


Now, where's MY PreSEnt??? *evil grins*


Alone and plan-less on Christmas?
Come join me for on the 25th for a random chillout outing. Probably at Hartamas, Bangsar, or somewhere hidden in KL and it'll be after 10pm so you can have your Christmas dinners first. I would like to have your suggestions. Gimme a call if ya're coming or leave me a message on my tagboard. Good looking people only yea. hahah. kiddin. Hope to hear from you soon. ;)

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Dear..
Don't say you love me when you don't know how to. I doubt if you know what love is. You just can't stop breaking my heart even with the smallest of things. Everything else you put before me so why do you still need me. You pray and hope for things that you are not willing to put effort in. Haven't you learnt from the mistakes of your past? Why let history repeat when you know you can stop it. I won't be here forever and you know it. Not everybody can stand and have enough patience to cope with your selfishness and busy-ness. Hear me out. Work things out. Don't take me for granted like how you did to others. Have I not done enough. Have I not give enough love, time and space. Why do I always feel a distance when I'm with you. I may just be 'another girlfriend' to you , one you think can be handled easily. Tell me I'm wrong. Do you really want me that badly or am I just here because you can't find someone else?

Don't love because I love. Love because you want and do.

Let the passion of love fill you up. I deserve a better side, and more.. of you.
Learn not just to love, but to adore, treasure and cherish. You can only do that when you're really.. really ready. Come back to me, only then.
I will always .. love you.




-CcT- says (5:08 PM):
knowing u have a partner but not able 2 spend time with him hurts so bad
















A dedication to you.
.....How to touch a girl by Jojo

Yours,

- Broken, in tears. Bleeding heart. -

LIMA 07', Langkawi

LIMA 2007'

The beautiful people behind the trip..

The After Crash..

This is right before we return home

to where we all belong

Things may turn ugly as it seems

but it is nobody's fault

What if I died that night..

Weird how fast time has passed. We were on Charlie, flying to Langkawi, next minute, ..

It was one hell of a memory.

Where should I start.. I don't know.

Friends made and gone. New ones. Being an exhibition escort officer sure had a lot of good fun.

The US ambassador and the Myanmar's Chief of Navy sure was kind to me. Very, indeed. Met Alan Tan and his hot pilot friends there.. Lee Min and his birthday boy, Adrian's friends..

We hung out on the beach.. where we bury our feet in the cold, fine sand.. the cool breeze.. the drizzling.. Malibu, Red Label, Chivas, beers..

Despite the fact that there were G.H.O.S.T in my room.. *ask me*, we still stayed there a couple more of nights when the boys came down. Burnt a hole in my pocket on shopping and food. Sigh.

It was pure satisfaction though.

We skipped the last morning of work and went island hopping. Langkawi is such a magical island. Beautiful breath-taking views of the every angle.. Banana boat almost got me drowned. yeaa..

Just wished.. you were there

The last night was a tragic. It was in the evening, Kijay was drunk. Joe was high but not drunk. The three of us just tagged along to send Kijay to the airport. He was running late, so we were speeding. The drizzling made the road slippery, it was misty and cold. There were andrenaline rushes in the car. Holding on to one another.. before we could speak another word, we crashed. What happened? What was happening.. I had no clue. Blood was all over my hand, my hair.. Someone carried me out, put me in a car where two men were sitting before me. My body weakened, I thought I was dying. The hit on my head, the bleeding on my face, blurred my vision. Barefooted, I was held into the hospital. It was really chilly in there, on that bed. Tears were at the back of my eyes, I managed to pull myself together. I had so many things to say to him.

Joe had a bruise on her right eye, just like the one on my left. Everyone else had minor injuries except Kijay and Nick. Obviously, I had it worst.

What exactly happened..

From the whole incident, there's a clear view of a whole lot of things.

Good and bad.

Frustration & complication both came in at the same time..

and I'm..

stuck in between

..Why wasn't it you

..I thought you were

..are you?

..do you?

..will you?